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It is a long run in life. As short as life may be. No matter what people try to do to in order to have a good life, it always fails, we always have regrets. As Humans we need to try our best to strive forth and enjoy as much as we can the moments we have.

Not a day goes by that I think of you, nor that I wish I could have you in my life more, have you back, to be able to see your smile every day. It's impossible to describe my emotions, for there are so many that I have. I hate the fact that I feel I've lost you, I hate the fact I could possibly have you. But we are handed so many things in life that end up screwing us over and taking chances away from what we could have.

As times goes by

I regret that it is seldom with you.


My days have grown long, yet short. Constantly busy, yet so free. As this feeling of confinement is returning to me, I fear the day I get the call. Whether HTT HD, CF, MS, etc. I fear the loss of time. And it is causing me to re-think. As the agoraphobia kicks in all I can ask is . . . OWH!? MA QUANDO COSTA UNA BANANA QUI IN PALERMO?!

Se Cerchi Mi Vedi

Io voglio regalarti la mia vita.
Chiedo tu cambi tutta la mia vita, ora.
Ti do questa notizia in conclusione.
Notizia è l’anagramma del mio nome, vedi.
E so che serve tempo, non lo nego.
Anche se in fondo tempo non ce n’è, ma se...

Cerco lo vedo.
L’amore va veloce e tu stai indietro.
Se cerchi mi vedi.
Il bene più segreto sfugge all’uomo che non guarda avanti, mai.

Ricevo il tuo contrordine speciale.
Nemico della logica morale.
Opposto della fisica normale.
Geometria degli angoli nascosti, nostri.
E adesso!
Ripenso a quella foto insieme.
Decido che non ti avrei mai perduta,
mai perduta, perché ti volevo troppo.

Mancano i colpi al cuore.
Quel poco tanto di dolore.
Quell’attitudine di chi ricorda tutto, ma se...

Guardo, lo vedo.
Il mondo va veloce e tu vai indietro.
Se cerchi, mi vedi.
Il bene più segreto sfugge all’uomo che non guarda avanti, mai.

Dietro le lacrime che mi hai nascosto.
Negli spazi di un segreto opposto.
Resto fermo e ti aspetto.
Da qui non mi è possibile.
No non rivederti più.
Se lontana non sei stata mai.

Se cerco lo vedo.
L’amore va veloce e tu stai indietro.
Se cerchi mi vedi.
Il bene più segreto sfugge all’uomo che non guarda avanti, mai.

Sei Un Dolor, Un Amore, Un Spirito
Che Sei Una Pezza da Cuore Mei
Stop! MAI Dimentica.

i think i love you

I don't love you as if you were the salt-rose, topaz
or arrow of carnations that propagate fire:
I love you as certain dark things are loved,
secretly, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that doesn't bloom and carries
hidden within itself the light of those flowers,
and thanks to your love, darkly in my body
lives the dense fragrance that rises from the earth.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where,
I love you simply, without problems or pride:
I love you in this way because I don't know any other way of loving

but this, in which there is no I or you,
so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand,
so intimate that when I fall asleep it is your eyes that close.

Wow forgot about blogger! Bahaha

Russel Peters new show is the funniest thing. We hang out way to much and way to late ps.
Growing mushrooms is going to be fucking fabulous! Morels and Oysters and Shitake and Portabello's and Miatake and Hericium Erinaceus and Ganoderma Lucidum and so many more year round!!!! Bahhhhh! *brain explosion*

Need fluse! Lots of fluse! FLUSE LIKE A JEW!! BAHAHA

Canadian Tire scares me. Nutters = <3. 100g's of Saffron for 10 bucks makes me happy.

The Italians are cute, But their still from way north, that makes me scared a bit. they can be kinda crazy. . . /not all there. Freaking polentoné

Classes are the death of me. thus, not going is the life of me. BAHAHA

Jen = <3 + 3 + 3 Jen+Dr. Grossman = funny times. Jen + Adam + Carley + Socio = MESS

Hearts

txt Hot to 55355

Nah, I don't have to.
Cause all I need is you.

Watching southpark
Baking Breads
Staying up till 3am making Challah, Rye, Whole Wheats, French Rolls, and of course the Italian Loafs = <3
"OMG . . . ITS GONE BAD! . . . SMELL IT! . . . IT'S. . IT'S SOUR!"
"Uhh, ya, it's sourdough starter"
"OHHH! aw'righ' aw'righ"


Sei solo tu.


eijè no'me putze parlaré' da tant'e kosé. Ma tu ti'ja kapisce a mei, volglio guardaré alla sua faccia, dentro gli occhio voi, voglio sentire alla sua perfuma, mi devi vederre a lei.

Grief

Today was a lot easier than I thought, but who knows, Wednesday will be the real test.
Thanks for being such a good listener. Having you in my life is all that counts.

Tu ti'ja capiscé k 6 lu sool amuré k tengè.
E sei potrebbe dire quando amore ho per lei,
il mondo cadrebbe.

Thank you.