Grief

Today was a lot easier than I thought, but who knows, Wednesday will be the real test.
Thanks for being such a good listener. Having you in my life is all that counts.

Tu ti'ja capiscé k 6 lu sool amuré k tengè.
E sei potrebbe dire quando amore ho per lei,
il mondo cadrebbe.

Thank you.

Loss

Requiem æternam dona eis, Domine,

et lux perpetua luceat eis.

Te decet hymnus Deus, in Sion,

et tibi reddetur votum in Ierusalem.

Exaudi orationem meam;

ad te omnis caro veniet.

Requiem æternam dona eis, Domine,

et lux perpetua luceat eis.

Life is a cycle. Whether we like it or not, whether we want something afterwards, it's just a part of the cycle. I'm sad to loose you, but I'm glad your suffering will soon be over. I'm anthropomorphized by sorrow, but overcome with relief. I hope you will rest in peace.

Ab omni malo,
Ab omni peccato,
Ab ira tua,
A subitanea et improvisa morte,
Ab insidiis diaboli,
Ab ira, et odio, et omni mala voluntate,
A spiritu fornicationis,
A fulgure et tempestate,
A flagello terraemotus,
A peste, fame, et bello,
A morte perpetua,
Per mysterium sanctae incarnationis tuae,
Per adventum tuum,
Per nativitatem tuam,
Per baptismum et sanctum ieiunium tuum,
Per crucem et passionem tuam,
Per mortem et sepulturam tuam,
Per sanctam resurrectionem tuam,
Per admirabilem ascensionem tuam,
Per adventum Spiritus sancti Paracliti,
In die iudicii,

Peccatores,
te rogamus, audi nos.
Ut nobis parcas,
te rogamus, audi nos.
Ut nobis indulgeas,
te rogamus, audi nos.

Ut ad veram poenitentiam nos perducere
digneris,
Ut Ecclesiam tuam sanctam regere, et
conservare digneris,
Ut Domnum apostolicum, et omnes
ecclesiasticos ordines in sancta religione
conservare digneris,
Ut inimicos sanctae Ecclesiae humiliare
digneris,
Ut Regibus et Principibus christianis pacem
et veram concordiam donare digneris,
Ut cuncto populo christiano pacem et
unitatem largiri digneris,
Ut nosmetipsos in tuo sancto servitio
confortare, et conservare digneris,
Ut mentes nostras ad coelestia desideria
erigas,
Ut omnibus benefactoribus nostris sempiterna
bona retribuas,
Ut animas nostras, fratrum, propinquorum,
et benefactorum nostrorum ab aeterna
damnatione eripias,
Ut fructus terrae dare et conservare
digneris,
Ut omnibus fidelibus defunctis requiem
aeternam donare digneris,
Ut nos exaudire digneris,
Fili Dei,

Agnus Dei, qui tollis peccata mundi,
parce nobis, Domine.
Agnus Dei, qui tollis peccata mundi,
exaudi nos, Domine.
Agnus Dei, qui tollis peccata mundi,
miserere nobis.

Christe, audi nos.
Christe, exaudi nos.

Bestest Weekend

Title, basically says it.

Cooking with you, Dancing with you, Laughing with you, Sleeping next to you.

Your my favorite thing. Cute. <3

You. and only You

Im so glad to be back.
Spending countless nights and hours with you makes me happy.
It's crazy when two can randomly just mix so well.
I look forward to this weekend. Friday to Sunday. It will be Glamorous, fierce, and Fabulous!

Your gentle manlyness is all that I wake for.


Heart you.

Tryin'

Ive been thinkin bout
All the times you told me
Youre so ful of doubt
You just cant let it be
But I know
If you keep comin back for more
Then Ill keep on tryin
Keep on tryin

And Ive been drinkin now
Just a little too much
And I dont know how
I can get in touch with you
Now theres only one thing
For me to do, thats to
To get home to you

And I feel so satiesfied when
I can see you smile
I want to confide in
All that is true, so ill
Keep on tryin im
Through with lyin
Just like the sun above
Ill come shinin, trough
Oh yes ill
Keep on tryin, im
Tired of cryin
I got to find a way
To get on home to you

Ive been thingin bout
All the times you held me
I never heard you shout
The flow of energy was so fine
Now I think Ill lay it on the line
And keep on tryin
To get home to you

And I feel so satiesfied when
I can see you smile
I want to confide in
All that is true, so ill
Keep on tryin im
Through with lyin
Just like the sun above
Ill come shinin, trough
Yes I will
Oh yes ill
Keep on tryin, im
Tired of cryin
I got to find a way
To get on home to you