Adamo

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2009-07-23T03:56:00.000-07:00

It is a long run in life. As short as life may be. No matter what people try to do to in order to have a good life, it always fails, we always have regrets. As Humans we need to try our best to strive forth and enjoy as much as we can the moments we have.

Not a day goes by that I think of you, nor that I wish I could have you in my life more, have you back, to be able to see your smile every day. It's impossible to describe my emotions, for there are so many that I have. I hate the fact that I feel I've lost you, I hate the fact I could possibly have you. But we are handed so many things in life that end up screwing us over and taking chances away from what we could have.

As times goes by

2009-06-01T02:10:00.000-07:00

I regret that it is seldom with you.

My days have grown long, yet short. Constantly busy, yet so free. As this feeling of confinement is returning to me, I fear the day I get the call. Whether HTT HD, CF, MS, etc. I fear the loss of time. And it is causing me to re-think. As the agoraphobia kicks in all I can ask is . . . OWH!? MA QUANDO COSTA UNA BANANA QUI IN PALERMO?!

Se Cerchi Mi Vedi

2009-04-21T23:46:00.000-07:00

Io voglio regalarti la mia vita.
Chiedo tu cambi tutta la mia vita, ora.
Ti do questa notizia in conclusione.
Notizia è l’anagramma del mio nome, vedi.
E so che serve tempo, non lo nego.
Anche se in fondo tempo non ce n’è, ma se...

Cerco lo vedo.
L’amore va veloce e tu stai indietro.
Se cerchi mi vedi.
Il bene più segreto sfugge all’uomo che non guarda avanti, mai.

Ricevo il tuo contrordine speciale.
Nemico della logica morale.
Opposto della fisica normale.
Geometria degli angoli nascosti, nostri.
E adesso!
Ripenso a quella foto insieme.
Decido che non ti avrei mai perduta,
mai perduta, perché ti volevo troppo.

Mancano i colpi al cuore.
Quel poco tanto di dolore.
Quell’attitudine di chi ricorda tutto, ma se...

Guardo, lo vedo.
Il mondo va veloce e tu vai indietro.
Se cerchi, mi vedi.
Il bene più segreto sfugge all’uomo che non guarda avanti, mai.

Dietro le lacrime che mi hai nascosto.
Negli spazi di un segreto opposto.
Resto fermo e ti aspetto.
Da qui non mi è possibile.
No non rivederti più.
Se lontana non sei stata mai.

Se cerco lo vedo.
L’amore va veloce e tu stai indietro.
Se cerchi mi vedi.
Il bene più segreto sfugge all’uomo che non guarda avanti, mai.

Sei Un Dolor, Un Amore, Un Spirito
Che Sei Una Pezza da Cuore Mei
Stop! MAI Dimentica.

i think i love you

2009-04-19T03:48:00.001-07:00

I don't love you as if you were the salt-rose, topaz
or arrow of carnations that propagate fire:
I love you as certain dark things are loved,
secretly, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that doesn't bloom and carries
hidden within itself the light of those flowers,
and thanks to your love, darkly in my body
lives the dense fragrance that rises from the earth.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where,
I love you simply, without problems or pride:
I love you in this way because I don't know any other way of loving

but this, in which there is no I or you,
so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand,
so intimate that when I fall asleep it is your eyes that close.

Wow forgot about blogger! Bahaha

2009-03-25T15:57:00.001-07:00

Russel Peters new show is the funniest thing. We hang out way to much and way to late ps.
Growing mushrooms is going to be fucking fabulous! Morels and Oysters and Shitake and Portabello's and Miatake and Hericium Erinaceus and Ganoderma Lucidum and so many more year round!!!! Bahhhhh! *brain explosion*

Need fluse! Lots of fluse! FLUSE LIKE A JEW!! BAHAHA

Canadian Tire scares me. Nutters = <3. 100g's of Saffron for 10 bucks makes me happy.

The Italians are cute, But their still from way north, that makes me scared a bit. they can be kinda crazy. . . /not all there. Freaking polentoné

Classes are the death of me. thus, not going is the life of me. BAHAHA

Jen = <3 + 3 + 3 Jen+Dr. Grossman = funny times. Jen + Adam + Carley + Socio = MESS

Hearts

txt Hot to 55355

2009-02-18T00:30:00.000-08:00

Nah, I don't have to.
Cause all I need is you.

Watching southpark
Baking Breads
Staying up till 3am making Challah, Rye, Whole Wheats, French Rolls, and of course the Italian Loafs = <3
"OMG . . . ITS GONE BAD! . . . SMELL IT! . . . IT'S. . IT'S SOUR!"
"Uhh, ya, it's sourdough starter"
"OHHH! aw'righ' aw'righ"

Sei solo tu.

eijè no'me putze parlaré' da tant'e kosé. Ma tu ti'ja kapisce a mei, volglio guardaré alla sua faccia, dentro gli occhio voi, voglio sentire alla sua perfuma, mi devi vederre a lei.

Grief

2009-01-25T00:03:00.001-08:00

Today was a lot easier than I thought, but who knows, Wednesday will be the real test.
Thanks for being such a good listener. Having you in my life is all that counts.

Tu ti'ja capiscé k 6 lu sool amuré k tengè.
E sei potrebbe dire quando amore ho per lei,
il mondo cadrebbe.

Thank you.

Loss

2009-01-23T23:15:00.000-08:00

Requiem æternam dona eis, Domine,

et lux perpetua luceat eis.

Te decet hymnus Deus, in Sion,

et tibi reddetur votum in Ierusalem.

Exaudi orationem meam;

ad te omnis caro veniet.

Requiem æternam dona eis, Domine,

et lux perpetua luceat eis.

Life is a cycle. Whether we like it or not, whether we want something afterwards, it's just a part of the cycle. I'm sad to loose you, but I'm glad your suffering will soon be over. I'm anthropomorphized by sorrow, but overcome with relief. I hope you will rest in peace.

Ab omni malo,
Ab omni peccato,
Ab ira tua,
A subitanea et improvisa morte,
Ab insidiis diaboli,
Ab ira, et odio, et omni mala voluntate,
A spiritu fornicationis,
A fulgure et tempestate,
A flagello terraemotus,
A peste, fame, et bello,
A morte perpetua,
Per mysterium sanctae incarnationis tuae,
Per adventum tuum,
Per nativitatem tuam,
Per baptismum et sanctum ieiunium tuum,
Per crucem et passionem tuam,
Per mortem et sepulturam tuam,
Per sanctam resurrectionem tuam,
Per admirabilem ascensionem tuam,
Per adventum Spiritus sancti Paracliti,
In die iudicii,

Peccatores,
te rogamus, audi nos.
Ut nobis parcas,
te rogamus, audi nos.
Ut nobis indulgeas,
te rogamus, audi nos.

Ut ad veram poenitentiam nos perducere
digneris,
Ut Ecclesiam tuam sanctam regere, et
conservare digneris,
Ut Domnum apostolicum, et omnes
ecclesiasticos ordines in sancta religione
conservare digneris,
Ut inimicos sanctae Ecclesiae humiliare
digneris,
Ut Regibus et Principibus christianis pacem
et veram concordiam donare digneris,
Ut cuncto populo christiano pacem et
unitatem largiri digneris,
Ut nosmetipsos in tuo sancto servitio
confortare, et conservare digneris,
Ut mentes nostras ad coelestia desideria
erigas,
Ut omnibus benefactoribus nostris sempiterna
bona retribuas,
Ut animas nostras, fratrum, propinquorum,
et benefactorum nostrorum ab aeterna
damnatione eripias,
Ut fructus terrae dare et conservare
digneris,
Ut omnibus fidelibus defunctis requiem
aeternam donare digneris,
Ut nos exaudire digneris,
Fili Dei,

Agnus Dei, qui tollis peccata mundi,
parce nobis, Domine.
Agnus Dei, qui tollis peccata mundi,
exaudi nos, Domine.
Agnus Dei, qui tollis peccata mundi,
miserere nobis.

Christe, audi nos.
Christe, exaudi nos.

Bestest Weekend

2009-01-12T18:45:00.000-08:00

Title, basically says it.

Cooking with you, Dancing with you, Laughing with you, Sleeping next to you.

Your my favorite thing. Cute. <3

You. and only You

2009-01-08T00:03:00.000-08:00

Im so glad to be back.
Spending countless nights and hours with you makes me happy.
It's crazy when two can randomly just mix so well.
I look forward to this weekend. Friday to Sunday. It will be Glamorous, fierce, and Fabulous!

Your gentle manlyness is all that I wake for.

Heart you.

Tryin'

2009-01-03T02:16:00.000-08:00

Ive been thinkin bout
All the times you told me
Youre so ful of doubt
You just cant let it be
But I know
If you keep comin back for more
Then Ill keep on tryin
Keep on tryin

And Ive been drinkin now
Just a little too much
And I dont know how
I can get in touch with you
Now theres only one thing
For me to do, thats to
To get home to you

And I feel so satiesfied when
I can see you smile
I want to confide in
All that is true, so ill
Keep on tryin im
Through with lyin
Just like the sun above
Ill come shinin, trough
Oh yes ill
Keep on tryin, im
Tired of cryin
I got to find a way
To get on home to you

Ive been thingin bout
All the times you held me
I never heard you shout
The flow of energy was so fine
Now I think Ill lay it on the line
And keep on tryin
To get home to you

And I feel so satiesfied when
I can see you smile
I want to confide in
All that is true, so ill
Keep on tryin im
Through with lyin
Just like the sun above
Ill come shinin, trough
Yes I will
Oh yes ill
Keep on tryin, im
Tired of cryin
I got to find a way
To get on home to you

YES!

2008-12-30T23:51:00.001-08:00

YES!
YES!
YES!

Jim Carrey movies with you are the best.
Soy Hazelnut Latte's with you are the best too.
Making fun of stupid teenagers who think PDA is a necessity in the cinema brightens my nights.

I doubt the fact this break could be any better. Weights lifted, chains broken, minds understanding. I dread going back to school. Seriously just want to stay here & party it up every night with you. Unfortunately, that cannot happen right now. Why must you live on the other side of the city . . . but either way you know where i am, and my door is always open to you.

Time with you is time well spent.

2008-12-30T01:59:00.000-08:00

REAL pizza = love. x2

We now have our table. Our feared servers, and our outrageous moments together.

You make hockey games bearable, you're officially above the malts & pocketdogs. +1 for you.

Driving around, forgetting shit, drinking madddddd Oolong {oo-leeueueueuung} Tea & playing scrabble around queerish hippie folk, all equals happiness.

Snuggling on the couch + Bones + Laughing @ random Jason Mraz plagiarism + our favorite jew + much more random talk + bone cracking = more than I need to be happy

I love your sense of self assure-ness, and self reliability. You don't need me there to boost you, you know how good you are. It's nice to be with someone who has a backbone.

I'm so Excited for Wednesday.
2008=worst year thus far in my life
Thank 'god' I have you for 2009 <3.3

Only You

2008-12-26T22:47:00.001-08:00

Only you take my pain away.
Only you take my breath away.

Only you make me happy.
Only you can make me wake with a smile.

Only you understand my head.
Only you get into my head.

Thank you <3.3

Christmas = Loved Ones

2008-12-23T22:49:00.000-08:00

Im so sad nonna is in the hospital again. If the nurses dont let her out for Christmas day, i will seriously kill someone. Thank god for your blogs, the only thing that can put a real smile on my face at times like this. I still cannot believe you openly admitted over the internet that you were silly enough to drop your cell in the snow. Whateves, Pink Razr is Win.

On the plus side, 12 hrs till we spend our 72 hour extravaganza together. I'm so excited, just like old times! Eve/Day/SHOPPING!!! E Miracoloso! I miss my double dose of WOP.

Facebook Notes = love
Shopping for each other = love <3
2am movie nights = love ^ (1+n{<3}+0.3)
Everything with you = love to me

I love how you are cultured
I love how you are like my twin
I love how you can finish my sentences
I really love the fact that you are you. And that you appreciate me for me.

Perchè sei bella
Che mi fai male
Ma non ti importa
O forse neanche tu lo sai
E poi la sera vuoi fare l'amore
Ogni volta come fosse l'ultima

Sei solo tu
Nei gesti miei
sempre più ora mai
sei solo tu
dentro me
Tutto il resto è invisibile

My Light

2008-12-22T00:16:00.000-08:00

As of these past weeks, with an upturning of emotions, many thoughts that fly through my mind have finally settled. We always say 'it's in the past' but without the past, we would have no future. And because of our pasts dictating our future, we must always think about the 'in the moment' moments.

Past regrets, emotions, and feelings have been flying back at me. At times like these, I would normally have remained neutral, but for once I fear not making my move, not to step in. But I as well fear the outcome of making a bold statement, and a bold move would either dictate two paths that can be taken.

Those times you need friends, or close ones, always come, and there will always be the one person who will be there, maybe not always in person, but in spirit/energy/and emotively. No matter on the situation, past, present, or future. These people stick out in you life.

We all need to be that person.

Like a bandaid on a fresh wound, it protects, helps heal, and leaves a mark in the end. Time to choose the mark, shall it be ripped, and form a new wound. Or be the faint outline.

All You Need is Friends <3

2008-12-20T14:14:00.000-08:00

Ok, i have separated personal blogging from informative, Adamo will be known as Personal, Sapientia is the wisdom side.

Last night was textbook gong show. It was so good to see everyone again!
I love my gifts, I love my girls, I love everything right now!
I look like I have just walked out of a war zone lol
Lipstick smears all over one side of my face and neck, peoples black eyeshadow smeared on the other side. Hickeys out of nowhere that look like I've been shot / grazed by a bullet.

Half of my nails are missing, I'm covered in numbers, I wreak of peoples drinks and tobacco, I can still taste the river of red wine, all of the fabulous cookies you made.

It was nice not to be on boob watch for once! Nice goin Lyz

Syl, your debt has reached lv 5.

Seriously need to slow down, going out every night is havoc on the body, & Jetta's are impossible to do anything in.

I need to shower, Because this shit all starts up again in 3 hours =S